I'm truely happy. I've only felt this way a couple of times in my life with out any help:). And even then it only lasted a few hours. Something would alway happen and blow my feeling good to hell. This is different. So maybe I never felt this way. It's not a mood. It's an overall well being. The aches and pains are still my comfortable friend. I say comfortable because it's been around for so long I know it and all it's quirks, like a childhood friend. Just like my childhood friends I accept it for what it is and I don't let it interfer with me being me. I still yell at my children, so it's not the cloud nine of the Celexa world. I say my piece and I'm done with it. What happened? Why now? Is it my becoming a vegetarian? My research into Ayurveda? Am I a drug free hippy?:) I believe it's all of the above. I've learned to be grateful. Truely grateful for everything. To be happy with what I have.
I'm still making my scarves. It's funny. My husband is always thinking of business opportunities. (I love him for that). My scarves have gotten better. Now he's thinking of labels." We should get you labels for your scarves." I just looked at him and smiled. The scarves are recreation. Made from love. To give me something to do with my hands. I don't have the patiences or skill to market them, nor do I want to at this moment.
Winter is upon us and my herbs are growing. It's amazing. The sage I couldn't grow in the spring and summer is actually growing now!
Live. Love. Laugh. Enjoy your day!