Feeling a lot better. I'm very grateful. I did increase my afternoon dosage of neurotin. I should sleep better tonight. I read an article of gratitude this afternoon and I realized that I forgot to be grateful these past couple of days. Or did I. I can't remember. Any way I am grateful. I had a fabulous time with the family. My boys were excellent. No fighting, no nagging. They had a good time at the wedding ( their first as young men). My husband was very sweet and attentive. I couldn't ask for a better time. The days that I was down, my house got cleaned without me having to be the one to tell them. They even did laundry. I am grateful. To be alive and feeling pain. To know that I haven't given up and I still look forward to another day. I am grateful. To be able to touch another human life in some small way, to make a difference to someone I don't know. And do it, not to get a thank you, but for inner joy. I am grateful for relief from the pain.
Live. Love. Laugh. Enjoy!!!